far from here
close to there
that’s where i’d like to be
having you
close to me
that’s all i’d ever need
we took a chance
broke some rules
and maybe found our destinies
someone who’ll care
someone to be there
in our hearts, not physically
because distance takes
too much space
and so do memories
we can’t seem
to give those up
even for a glimpse to see
what could become
of these two hearts
if thrown together happily
but no matter what
circumstances bring
knowing you was meant to be
(Although I deleted my first blog, Crazy Mom’s Journal, quite a few years ago, I found some old posts from it on my Facebook “notes” section. One thing I came across was some of my poetry. My poetry journal is in storage right now, so this was a happy find. Since I’ve had a lack of things to write about on this blog lately, I have decided to share some of the poems with you. Enjoy.)
what i find
in the corner
i watch you
intrigued
i notice you look over
in your eyes
i see light
shining
i feel
i know you
kind, considerate
oh so caring
though really
i do not know
i sense it
creative
an understanding friend
compassionate lover
tell me
are you
what i find you
to be
Where are you friend
why aren’t you here
and exactly when did life get so bad
you were my shining light
you showed me God is hope
and gave support when i was sad
but now that i need you near
i’m left to miss you so
’cause you’re nowhere to be found
the pain you must have felt
the days you must have planned
before you lept off solid ground
i wish you could have known
i wish you would have felt
that you weren’t alone that day
i want to hold your hand
and give you one last hug
but heaven is just too far away
do you hear me cry
or see my silent tears
can you feel the pain within me
it’s so hard to let go
i really miss you friend
but i know now, you’re truly set free.